starlynkette

I usually upload stuff and never look back again. Recently, however, I've looked through my gallery a few times.
I find that I'm dissatisfied with a lot of my old works.
Should I delete the bad ones or should I keep them to see how I've improved?
I'm kinda the "I-want-everything-neat-and-orderly" kind of person, so all this old junk kinda bothers me.
Then again, it's always fun to see how much you've improved, right?

I drew one friend for fun.
Then tons of them starting to request portraits. haha not that I mind. :]
this makes me happy, and drawing keeps me happy.
when life goes bad, somethings never change. <3

But I frequently find myself speechless and wanting to give up.

This week is break, which meant so much time...to mope.

He came into my life so suddenly yet at the exact right time.
The first time he hugged me felt so nice.
He danced with me that night and my life felt surreal.
Everything moved so fast.

and now, he's gone.

He completely changed into someone that I don't recognize,
and left me here to die.

MY TABLET CAME IN THE MAIL!!...on Tuesday.
and I didn't get to mess with it til today.
but it's OKAY, cuz it's AWESOME.

Wacom Intuos4~ <3
took forever to download photoshop...